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Forget

You know when you forget you’re angry and carry on like nothing happened? Well I did that today and even though we’re talking, I still want him to apologise for his behaviour.

On another note I’ve got crippling pain in my lower back/side area so I’ve come to bed with my hot water bottle to try and ease it.

Never rains but it pours.

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You could cut the atmosphere with a knife. We’re not talking, just passing each other like ships on water. I think I’ve had enough. I think it’s easier to just be alone.

I’ve passed two hours just sitting in the tub.

Fitbit · Fitness · life · Walking

Monday, new start!

So this is it, the very last time I say I’ll start a ‘New Me’ tomorrow. Tomorrow IS the New Me!

No longer will I be chauffeured to and from work. I have bought my weekly bus pass, my Fitbit Versa will be fully charged, primed and ready for the week ahead. I have made plans for one of my girlfriend’s to attend our local ParkRun this coming Saturday (with our kids in tow) and even though we may only be able to walk it, we are still doing something, right?

I’m spending today working on a food menu for the week and plan to do my Ocado shop shortly. I’m also planning on hitting bed by 10.30pm – Lights out and waking up at 6am for a 30min workout and breakfast with a view of hitting the gym 5 times a week.

I’m determined to do this!

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Plans for the Future

Today I woke with a raging migraine so I called in sick and layed in bed until 8am. Work is really getting me down at the minute so once the migraine died down a little I took to Google and Pinterest to search for some inspiration to start up my own business and do things my way for a change. I’ve got a good few ideas, but need to map it all out with budgets to see if they’ll be viable routes to take. I’m not going to tell C yet as I’m thinking I’ll just put together a plan and perhaps get something going on Kickstarter and see where it takes me. My goal is to be doings things for myself come January, but we’ll see!

Back to the hum drum 9-5 tomorrow ☚ī¸